I Gave it My All

Its been an incredibly difficult couple of years. I went through such an emotional rollercoaster that I’ve decided it’s time to shift the focus back to me and nurturing my soul.

Writing calms me and I always feel better after writing a poem or song.

I never meant to hurt you

I never meant to walk away

I never meant to hold on so damn tight that you’d feel the pain

I never meant to kiss you or draw you in

I only ever wanted was best for you no one was supposed to win

I’d like to give you a good reason

I’d like to say it was the best for you

I’d like to say that I fell in love with you the day we met, but hunny that isn’t even true

 
It’s kinda hard to explain though

Its like a blow to my ego

If i try really hard maybe something will give but you know I’m not counting on it

So if you’ll please excuse me

And don’t watch me walk away

I held on longer than any other person could have and now its time to be brave 

I’m making some changes!

Love, Byrd